School has been tough, and things have been hectic. When it comes to what I am majoring in I feel like my stomach is tossing and turning and flooded with knots. As I sit here reading probably the last letter I will get from "Elder Roberts" while he is a full time missionary, I have an overflowing feeling of peace. Putting the butterflies aside, because yes he does come home in 20 DAYS. HOLY FREAKIN SMOKES. I feel at ease. I am so naive also at the same time, with many unanswered questions that are just dying to be answered. I was only 16 years old when he left, and now I am almost 19. My brain is flooding with a million what ifs and what wills and I cant wait to see what happens. Who would've thought that I would have been more stressed out about school than the fact that Kevin is coming home in T minus twenty days! ... and Im loving it. Hey... April 28th.. Hooray up! Because I am pretty excited to see that boy! "
Kevin... I love you darling. Thank you for marrying me in that gorgeous place 6 months ago.